I had an opportunity to buy a Nissan Z (when I bought the Vitara,) I turned it down because I was sure I would kill myself on a mountain road. Yet here I am thinking of buying a roadster. I don't need it, I just want one. The more I think about it the more I want it. I have a picture of its relative on my computer. Whenever I drive I dream of shifting into 6th. I have got it bad.
I am always one to ask why, so why? Because I can, because I think I am able, because whenever I pray about it I think I think I hear God saying, "Challenge me, I dare you." Is it the voice of God, or is it the voice of my Lust impersonating God and speaking when I want God to? I do not know. I do know He has provided, and I am convinced He will continue to. Yes, I have issues to work out. I know He still looks with favour upon me, in spite of myself. God is to be the center of my life, I long for that so much. That all things about me would revolve about Him. Though I will not agonise over the colour of car, the type of car et cetera, I know I ask Him for a car and I acquire what He enables. I have learnt this about stuff. Now to apply it to everything else...
Picture me rolling...
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