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The elders met on Dec 18th and we decided it was time to close the church. It was sad/painful, but a relief of sorts. I still do not know how I feel about the whole thing. I am excited but sad. I am relieved but worried. I am not worried, but I am, just as I was ready to stay and ready to leave all at the same time. Complex times.

Many people have offered prayers on my behalf for the Lord to "strengthen you during this difficult transition." Again, some days I am relieved and the rest of the days I am bracing for the difficulty.

Lord helps us, all of us at CCMR.

Today I feel...

I have always been confused...it sometimes gets worse. Everyone at church thinks I am doing well, they think 'this thing of ours' is going well (I hope not!) I do not think it is going well and I am going down with it. I am not sure what the Lord wants me to do. Do I stay or do I go? Do I stop or do I continue?
Like this guy, but not as enthused. Not as amusing. He does make me smile. Smiling is good.