Today I feel...

I have always been confused...it sometimes gets worse. Everyone at church thinks I am doing well, they think 'this thing of ours' is going well (I hope not!) I do not think it is going well and I am going down with it. I am not sure what the Lord wants me to do. Do I stay or do I go? Do I stop or do I continue?
Like this guy, but not as enthused. Not as amusing. He does make me smile. Smiling is good.